Well, I am still alive. Stayed with my friend Nancy for five weeks whilst this apartment was being renovated. Dora decided to get the kitchen completed and patchwork the bathroom. I decided to move on out. So, I moved back in to pack up to move out, the 30th of April.
Heard from so many people that whilst staying with Nancy's that I should see a significant change in health. Nope. Still had the tingles and the jolts with me. The rheumatologist said that there is no connection for radon and neuropathy. And with my body being declared clear of mold, that's another reason ruled out.
I have three weeks, now two weeks to pack up and move. It is frustrating this fatigue factor. I can only pack so much before I am whooped, my legs do not want to stand any more. So, it is a slow and depressing process. Hoping to be able to recruit some friends to help me move out. I know I won't be able to do it on my own.
And that's where I feel right now. On my own. With the fatigue and the aches and stuff, most folk have simply given up on asking me to join them in doing any thing. Oh well.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Abba Father, it's me again. I need your comfort something crazy like. Thank you for your ever presence!
So. I did some brief internet browsing on this radon stuff. Scary paranoia type of stuff all over about lung diseases and cancers. It can't be that bad, no?
I called my primary care doc again, left a message with his nurse saying that I had some more questions. My doc himself returns the call to me, not his nurse calling back.
He reiterated once again that radon is a very serious killer and should not be messed with. He stated that he was serious about that neither of us should live in the house with the issue being untreated. He is unaware of any connection btwn radon and neuropathy, but to call my rheumatologist to verify. He also said that having lived in there for six years, I will need to start an annual chest x-ray to verify. He stated that he had re-checked my x-ray and lung test from the mold concern and did not see any concerns in those.
So. Now what? I've a call in with the rheumatologist. I'll get with my landlady Dora to see what she knows, thinks, recommends. Maybe it could be retested? Maybe the rooting around and remodeling and all just stirred the stuff up and will settle down after the remodel? Moving? Ha! Please, no?
What a fun month March has been, eh?
So. I did some brief internet browsing on this radon stuff. Scary paranoia type of stuff all over about lung diseases and cancers. It can't be that bad, no?
I called my primary care doc again, left a message with his nurse saying that I had some more questions. My doc himself returns the call to me, not his nurse calling back.
He reiterated once again that radon is a very serious killer and should not be messed with. He stated that he was serious about that neither of us should live in the house with the issue being untreated. He is unaware of any connection btwn radon and neuropathy, but to call my rheumatologist to verify. He also said that having lived in there for six years, I will need to start an annual chest x-ray to verify. He stated that he had re-checked my x-ray and lung test from the mold concern and did not see any concerns in those.
So. Now what? I've a call in with the rheumatologist. I'll get with my landlady Dora to see what she knows, thinks, recommends. Maybe it could be retested? Maybe the rooting around and remodeling and all just stirred the stuff up and will settle down after the remodel? Moving? Ha! Please, no?
What a fun month March has been, eh?
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Well. Back when I got the tests for the mold and muck, my primary care doc advised getting the place tested for radon. I told my landlady about such recommendation. She actually had bought a kit a week before the primary care doc made mention. So she tested it, sent in the test kit, and got the results back today, and emailed them to me.
The radon level in the basement is 2.6. Average indoor radon concentration is 1.3. EPA recommended action level is 4.0. So, I telephoned my primary care doc with the news. His nurse called back and said that he said his recommendation is to get it fixed, or to move. Both my landlady and me. Said that those levels are not safe to live in. Dora definitely has walked in to a money pit.
What? I have emailed Dora with this news. What minor searching that I've done, does not show any thing in regards to neuropathy, just all about lung cancer symptom similarities. It does not appear that there really is any specific testing for radon in the human bod per se. Not sure what to do at this point, except continue living, working, acting, being.
What.
The radon level in the basement is 2.6. Average indoor radon concentration is 1.3. EPA recommended action level is 4.0. So, I telephoned my primary care doc with the news. His nurse called back and said that he said his recommendation is to get it fixed, or to move. Both my landlady and me. Said that those levels are not safe to live in. Dora definitely has walked in to a money pit.
What? I have emailed Dora with this news. What minor searching that I've done, does not show any thing in regards to neuropathy, just all about lung cancer symptom similarities. It does not appear that there really is any specific testing for radon in the human bod per se. Not sure what to do at this point, except continue living, working, acting, being.
What.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Well, heard back from the rheum doc nurse yesterday. Once again, my Vitamin D level is sub par -- in the teens when it should be above 30. Once again, yet another 50,000 unit regimen for eight weeks. Just like what both the neurologist Wongirrard and rheumatologist Kaushik both tried. And it never did anything for the tingles and jolts. The x-rays showed no concern for the hip or the sacroiliac joint. So, yet again, nothing.
Been surviving the show rather well. Not too physical of a role this time. Mostly sitting. But the exhaustion from work straight to performances is beginning to wear on me a bit. Noticing it calling out in full force in my low back and in my legs and feet something crazy like. My feet are in a constant state of tingles this week, but at least no electric jolts. I'm trying to drink above the normal amount of water to keep hydrated and all. The massage at the end of the month is not going to come fast enough!
About two weeks now staying at Nancy's place and away from The Grotto, and no change whatsoever in the body's reactions. So, can we say that it is not the apartment that was affecting me? Her hospitality has been a great, great stress relief for having not to stay in the apartment during all the disarray.
So, all this physical pain and no viable cause. Am I really going psycho? Am I losing my mind? Nah, you need a mind to lose it first, of course! Random hugs and holding my hand have been a real source of comfort lately, for sure.
Been surviving the show rather well. Not too physical of a role this time. Mostly sitting. But the exhaustion from work straight to performances is beginning to wear on me a bit. Noticing it calling out in full force in my low back and in my legs and feet something crazy like. My feet are in a constant state of tingles this week, but at least no electric jolts. I'm trying to drink above the normal amount of water to keep hydrated and all. The massage at the end of the month is not going to come fast enough!
About two weeks now staying at Nancy's place and away from The Grotto, and no change whatsoever in the body's reactions. So, can we say that it is not the apartment that was affecting me? Her hospitality has been a great, great stress relief for having not to stay in the apartment during all the disarray.
So, all this physical pain and no viable cause. Am I really going psycho? Am I losing my mind? Nah, you need a mind to lose it first, of course! Random hugs and holding my hand have been a real source of comfort lately, for sure.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Post doctor visit review. Dr. Francis seemed friendly and concerned. Vit D and liver levels are all within the normal range. Her preliminary cursory review of my records and previous doctor visits and tests did not trigger any alarms, primarily in regards to anything auto-immune related. She wants to take time after having visited with me to review my records more in-depth. She prescribed another anti-inflammatory drug.
She was surprised that no one has looked at my hips yet. So, she had a series of x-rays to examine the hips and the sacroiliac joint areas and stuff. Yes, hip issues have been a factor on Dad's side. Dad and his sister, and two of my cousins on Dad's side have had hip replacements, some multiple. She'll review the x-rays and contact me if there are any concerns. If not, then I have a follow-up with her in June.
And we wait.
She was surprised that no one has looked at my hips yet. So, she had a series of x-rays to examine the hips and the sacroiliac joint areas and stuff. Yes, hip issues have been a factor on Dad's side. Dad and his sister, and two of my cousins on Dad's side have had hip replacements, some multiple. She'll review the x-rays and contact me if there are any concerns. If not, then I have a follow-up with her in June.
And we wait.
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
The blood work for the mold issues and allergies came back all negative. So, mold in the apartment, but none in my body. I've been staying with my sis gal pal Nancy in her house whilst this place is renovated and stuff. Had a massage last week, wow did THAT do wonders. See him again the end of the month after the play is over. Tomorrow, I meet with Dr. Francis, the new rheumatologist. Will she have the answer? Please?
Tuesday, March 01, 2011
So yeah, about that. Lung test and chest x-ray show no mold concern, blood sent out. And again we wait and wonder. Doc did give a strong recommendation to get the basement tested for radon. He also believes that if anyone, a rheumatologist would be the one to find any answer. He claims to full well understand my frustration of not finding the "why", and explained that neuropathy is one of the more difficult conditions to comprehend.
I'm fixing to near my end of being the semi-stoic, tough(?), stubborn Norwegian, and just want to beg, "I want my Mom"...
I'm fixing to near my end of being the semi-stoic, tough(?), stubborn Norwegian, and just want to beg, "I want my Mom"...
Monday, February 28, 2011
Over the weekend, I get to hear about a cousin's husband who had died from mold. But, mind you, he had had emphazima, and it was toxic black mold. Then my brother who works in maintenance gives me the concerns about asbestos and lead paint since it is an old house. Yeah, as if I don't have enough on my mind already...
Papa God, can we say "Uff Da and/or Good Grief" already?
The air purifier did wonders. Amazing. Got the lower level of the cupboards and counters all cleared out and scattered through the apartment. I've got offers from Nancy and from Paul & Nicole if need be I could stay with them. Sounds like the kitchen might end up getting gutted. A professional(?) gave it a preliminary look and does not believe it to be anything toxic, just invasive.
All this, and I am in rehearsals, supposed to be memorizing my lines.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Well now. I'm in a garden-level apartment rental of a house built in the 1930s. I've been down here for over six years. We are beginning the process of discovering mold under my kitchen sink and in the walls. Kitchen wall under the sink has been torn in to, same with a section of the living room wall for the landlady et al to discover the source of a leak and/or mold source... A bit of a disarray...
Talked with the landlady tonight. The entire living room wall will have to be torn out. Mayhaps the kitchen gutted too. An environmental(?) specialist is coming tomorrow with the plumber to make a professional assessment of the problem and stuff...
Not to be an alarmist or anything, but when I mentioned the kitchen sink mold and stuff, a few friends started asking if that could be the cause of these stupid unidentifiable pain issues. I did some browsing online...
http://moldrecovery.blogspot.com/p/symptoms-of-biotoxin-illness.html
http://moldrecovery.blogspot.com/p/where-do-i-begin.html
Also I have a call in with my primary care physician about getting tested for biotoxins. I'll be getting an air purifier tomorrow, reimbursed by the landlady. Depending on what the specialist determines, I might end up needing to stay elsewheres until stuff is controlled. My landlady said she would knock off the March rent and/or prorate the rent or such.
Uff da.
Talked with the landlady tonight. The entire living room wall will have to be torn out. Mayhaps the kitchen gutted too. An environmental(?) specialist is coming tomorrow with the plumber to make a professional assessment of the problem and stuff...
Not to be an alarmist or anything, but when I mentioned the kitchen sink mold and stuff, a few friends started asking if that could be the cause of these stupid unidentifiable pain issues. I did some browsing online...
http://moldrecovery.blogspot.com/p/symptoms-of-biotoxin-illness.html
http://moldrecovery.blogspot.com/p/where-do-i-begin.html
Also I have a call in with my primary care physician about getting tested for biotoxins. I'll be getting an air purifier tomorrow, reimbursed by the landlady. Depending on what the specialist determines, I might end up needing to stay elsewheres until stuff is controlled. My landlady said she would knock off the March rent and/or prorate the rent or such.
Uff da.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Blood tests for celiac disease are back... Drum Roll... Negative. So, still no rhyme or reason for the chronic paresthesia nomadic peripheral neuropathic pain, aka The Tingle Trail. Whee. But, so, this Norwegian is very GLAD that he does not have to give up flour and wheat and bread and potet klubb and lefse and goros and . . . . Maybe I should yoga? I do have that deep tissue massage appointment next Wednesday evening. Thank you YHWH for holding me through all this muck.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Going in for blood work at lunchtime to see if the tingles, etc. are all from celiac disease. I guess you can say we're just grasping at straws now to find something for the reason... It's getting to be like being a pin cushion or a dart board... OR may be that someone has a voodoo doll out on me?!?!
The reason for looking at celiac is the combination of IBS, aches, fatigues, joint problems, the neuropathies. There are also issues with the iron, B12, Vit D as well. The downside would be giving up WHEAT! Uff da.
Found this blip on wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysesthesia
Whee. Hold me Jesus, please!
The reason for looking at celiac is the combination of IBS, aches, fatigues, joint problems, the neuropathies. There are also issues with the iron, B12, Vit D as well. The downside would be giving up WHEAT! Uff da.
Found this blip on wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysesthesia
Living with dysesthesiaAnd http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polyneuropathy
A patient suffering from dysesthesia can find it to be unbearable at times. Dysesthetic burning has been called "Dante-esque" pain. The terminology used to describe it is usually interchangeable with descriptions of Hell in classic literature. It is the "bluntest" pain of which the human body is capable, and is characterized by the absence of accurate discriminative information.
Temperature change and heat both affect the sensation and raise the level of the steady pain. This pain upgrades with tonic light touch, phasic rubbing, or rough textures to become evoked pain.
The patient often cannot endure the touch of clothing. His or her entire life becomes an exercise in avoiding evoked pain. It causes difficulty in obtaining rest because bed-clothing contacts the skin. It drives the patient to a hysterical search for relief of the pain, which ends in some degree of resignation and frequent depression. Patients indicate that it has robbed them of their identity, since their values and mental priorities are so consumed by its avoidance.
Polyneuropathy is a neurological disorder that occurs when many peripheral nerves throughout the body malfunction simultaneously. It may be acute and appear without warning, or chronic and develop gradually over a longer period of time. Many polyneuropathies have both motor and sensory involvement; some also involve dysfunction of the autonomic nervous system. These disorders are often symmetric and frequently affect the feet and hands, causing weakness, loss of sensation, pins-and-needle sensations or burning pain. There are quite a few conditions that can cause polyneuropathy.
Whee. Hold me Jesus, please!
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Yep, the exhaustion lasted through Saturday and into Sunday. Better by Sunday. Monday was a free day. Free. I enjoyed it. Until the left hand started buzzing. Woke up this morning with the left elbow to the fingertips numb. Buzzing and cold. Numb. And the outside of the right calf is full of fire ants. Whee.
But I've been surviving the frigid temps and rehearsals!
But I've been surviving the frigid temps and rehearsals!
Friday, February 04, 2011
Well, endured a few days of another intense buzzing, tingling, jolting. Alternated between my right and left hand, and primarily in my left leg and foot. The big toe was full of the jolts. Now winding down. And what is the winding down like? I am completely physically exhausted as if I had been going non-stop for hours on end. And I pee like crazy, multiple times in mass quantities. So, I don't know. I think during the spells that my muscles just tense up like crazy and don't let loose until the jolts are dissipating or something.
I did get ahold of a massage therapist about deep-tissue massage. He only does evenings and weekends, which works great for my schedule. Now to get around to phoning him!
Rehearsals start on Monday for Twelve Angry Men with opening night five weeks later. Another fun, busy time ahead!
I did get ahold of a massage therapist about deep-tissue massage. He only does evenings and weekends, which works great for my schedule. Now to get around to phoning him!
Rehearsals start on Monday for Twelve Angry Men with opening night five weeks later. Another fun, busy time ahead!
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
So, despite my body aching from backstage with "Screwtape", I went ahead and auditioned for "Twelve Angry Men". If cast, it does look to be a relatively easy role physically.
One month without coffee, and no change in the amount or intensity of the tingles and stuff. Can I go back to coffee now, please?
Friday I endured a new one. Had a needle like thing piercing me in the front of my right thigh, and simultaneously in the back of my left calf. It happened several times during the day. Hmm, maybe someone has a voodoo doll out on me?!?
Also, a friend suggested a natural medicine doctor at Dakota Natural Health Center. Guess it won't hurt to ponder that one.
This cold weather snap has my bod aching and begging for relief. I think the coldness makes my muscles tense up something fierce, especially in my low back. So, Spring, where are you?
One month without coffee, and no change in the amount or intensity of the tingles and stuff. Can I go back to coffee now, please?
Friday I endured a new one. Had a needle like thing piercing me in the front of my right thigh, and simultaneously in the back of my left calf. It happened several times during the day. Hmm, maybe someone has a voodoo doll out on me?!?
Also, a friend suggested a natural medicine doctor at Dakota Natural Health Center. Guess it won't hurt to ponder that one.
This cold weather snap has my bod aching and begging for relief. I think the coldness makes my muscles tense up something fierce, especially in my low back. So, Spring, where are you?
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Whoops. Been meaning to get some postings going, and the next thing we know, time disappears. So, just a quick summation of the past while. First off, I did telephone my primary care doctor about the Candida Immune Complex Assay Blood Test. They checked in to it and called me back with the news that just ordering the test would be $145. They didn't know how much the testing would be or anything. So, guess will wait to meet with the rheumatologist in March and decide from there?
Went to another Spondylitis Support Group on the 15th. Talked about the benefit of humor in dealing with the issues. Every one there has an appointment with the new rheumatologist, my appointment being the last.
Started last week helping backstage at Dakota Stage with "Screwtape". It is a lot of fun and I am really enjoying it, mentally, emotionally and all. But the body has been rather upset. I try my best to keep it well hidden.
The tingles and jolts continue as usual despite the fact that I have not done coffee since the 2nd and have significantly reduced any chocolate. Still trying to stop inputting any sugars. Last week it was the legs going crazy. This week it is the arms going crazy. Maybe it is all a mental thing? Ungh.
I had read a blip about James Dean's bipolar depression issues. OK, bear with me in this following rant.
Since the docs have not been able to give any diagnosis for the why for the neuropathy crap, I'm doing any online research I can find. So, I checked out what this bipolar stuff is. Some things that jumped out: it has also been associated with creativity, goal striving, and positive achievements; shyness or social anxiety; irritability, chronic pain (with or without a known cause; not everyone's symptoms are the same; problems concentrating; loneliness, self-loathing, apathy or indifference; etc.
So, I found a few online self-tests. The results struck me: www.blackdoginstitute.org.au "A score of 22 or more, together with episodes of clinical depression, suggests possible bipolar I or II disorder and would warrant detailed clinical assessment."; www.healthyplace.com "36-53 (Moderate-severe mania)"; www.thehealthcenter.info "Your results show that you are experiencing many of the symptoms associated with bipolar. It is strongly suggested that you seek out a mental health care provider in your area for more information on actual diagnosis and treatment."
Emailed a close friend of mine in the psych profession. He reassured me that he has never seen any symptoms of bipolar with me. But then he concluded with, "Depression symptoms on the other hand can definitely make chronic pain worse, so you should be working with your primary care doctor to make sure those are being addressed."
Cast all your cares upon the Lord. That I do, that I do.
Went to another Spondylitis Support Group on the 15th. Talked about the benefit of humor in dealing with the issues. Every one there has an appointment with the new rheumatologist, my appointment being the last.
Started last week helping backstage at Dakota Stage with "Screwtape". It is a lot of fun and I am really enjoying it, mentally, emotionally and all. But the body has been rather upset. I try my best to keep it well hidden.
The tingles and jolts continue as usual despite the fact that I have not done coffee since the 2nd and have significantly reduced any chocolate. Still trying to stop inputting any sugars. Last week it was the legs going crazy. This week it is the arms going crazy. Maybe it is all a mental thing? Ungh.
I had read a blip about James Dean's bipolar depression issues. OK, bear with me in this following rant.
Since the docs have not been able to give any diagnosis for the why for the neuropathy crap, I'm doing any online research I can find. So, I checked out what this bipolar stuff is. Some things that jumped out: it has also been associated with creativity, goal striving, and positive achievements; shyness or social anxiety; irritability, chronic pain (with or without a known cause; not everyone's symptoms are the same; problems concentrating; loneliness, self-loathing, apathy or indifference; etc.
So, I found a few online self-tests. The results struck me: www.blackdoginstitute.org.au "A score of 22 or more, together with episodes of clinical depression, suggests possible bipolar I or II disorder and would warrant detailed clinical assessment."; www.healthyplace.com "36-53 (Moderate-severe mania)"; www.thehealthcenter.info "Your results show that you are experiencing many of the symptoms associated with bipolar. It is strongly suggested that you seek out a mental health care provider in your area for more information on actual diagnosis and treatment."
Emailed a close friend of mine in the psych profession. He reassured me that he has never seen any symptoms of bipolar with me. But then he concluded with, "Depression symptoms on the other hand can definitely make chronic pain worse, so you should be working with your primary care doctor to make sure those are being addressed."
Cast all your cares upon the Lord. That I do, that I do.
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
At the urging of a concerned sister, maybe stimulants are the cause of the tingles, buzzings and jolts... Now trying to go cold turkey on coffee/caffeine, chocolate, white sugars... Can we say UFF DA!
Made that my status update today on FB. A friend replied with, "Sounds about right...you may want to check out the book, "The Yeast Connection." I think you'll find it very interesting!" which sparked an interesting dialogue and internet searching.
So, tomorrow I plan to call my doc to see if he can do this Candida Immune Complex Assay Blood Test and see if there is a yeast build-up or something?
Made that my status update today on FB. A friend replied with, "Sounds about right...you may want to check out the book, "The Yeast Connection." I think you'll find it very interesting!" which sparked an interesting dialogue and internet searching.
KRT Wait. What? No Yeast? No BREAD?!?
JW LOL! Actually, the book refers to the yeast buildup many of us have in our bodies in excess, or "Candida." And, yeah, our bodies are kinda like a loaf of bread in that excess sugars feed the yeast and cause the Candida to thrive and cause all sorts of lovely problems...such as tingling, electric impulses, etc. It has been known to cause intoxicated-like symptoms and who wants that without even having the joy of drinking?!? :)
PK eeeegads! Good luck Kevin....it's gonna take a lil discipline :)
KRT I think the coffee and chocolate and sugar should be alright. But as far as going yeast/gluten- and/or casein-free, that'll take a bit more work. First have to eventually eat up all the perishables containing such in the apt before attempting such, right?
KRT ... AND it's nice to know that docs are mostly concerned with medicines and tests b/c not once in the past couple years has diet or such been ever discussed. Shall the diet be the trick since the meds have not been?
LH J has a point, I actually went on the special diet for candida buildup 3 times and did feel much better. My problem is keeping it up because it is very strict and I love chocolate cake. It takes alot of self control.
KRT http://www.candida-yeast-explained.com/index.html
LH My doctor was the one who actually recommended the diet to me. She is also the one who got me into a physical therapy program. It all depends upon the doctor. My problem is that I slack off with both the physical therapy and diet. I get where I feel so much better that I think I can go back to the old ways that make me sick. One day I will smarten up and keep healthy. LOL
So, tomorrow I plan to call my doc to see if he can do this Candida Immune Complex Assay Blood Test and see if there is a yeast build-up or something?
Monday, January 03, 2011
The pain and tingles slowly dwindled over the weekend. Mostly just a bad cramp in my left foot and ankle and area.
My sister sent an email with her input after reading my blog. She's been living with fibromyalgia, among other many medical issues.
Most of my reply:
My sister sent an email with her input after reading my blog. She's been living with fibromyalgia, among other many medical issues.
Most of my reply:
Thank you much for your reply. Ungh. That just irks me that all these months, the docs have never said anything about diet or such. Uff da. Wow.So, some thoughts to carry forward and decide and commence.
Yeah, I agree with hydration. I drink probably around 64 ounces of water per day. Then all the other liquids as well. So, yeah it would be easy to increase the water intake.
Logging, that should be easy as I do like keeping track of facts.
Giving things up. Yeah, I haven't done pop in over a year, except for a random whiskey-coke. Coffee? Chocolate? Ouch. It's easy enough for me to do mostly chicken or tuna and veggies, especially anything green. All dairy products, including cheese? Milk for me is just on cereal in the morn.
Pray, that's all I can do. God's the really open ear for all my whimpers.
Saturday, January 01, 2011
Well, so here we are in a new year. Will this be the year that the answer is found, or will it be the year of less mobility.
The past two days have been quite active. My left leg from knee to toe is completely numb along with cramps and jolts. My right knee and the bottom of the right foot totally buzzing. Random parts of my left hand. The right wrist is pertenearly completely locked in hurt.
Last night after work and running errands, just laid on the couch in a fetal. Just out of umph and breath. Finally got my buttocks to bed around midnight and was in bed well past 11:30. Sleep? Not much. Totally lazy for the day, just no energy to walk around, let alone stir up the buzzing.
Went out for supper with the Frey family, then later to Mike and Kurt's for New Year's Eve. Uff da. Tried to mask it, but it just didn't work. Tried to be happy as all get out, but not sure if successful on that front. But, overall, I really had a good time hanging with dear, close friends. There are just some people that after hanging with them, you say to yourself, "Those are some good friends."
Hold me Jesus.
The past two days have been quite active. My left leg from knee to toe is completely numb along with cramps and jolts. My right knee and the bottom of the right foot totally buzzing. Random parts of my left hand. The right wrist is pertenearly completely locked in hurt.
Last night after work and running errands, just laid on the couch in a fetal. Just out of umph and breath. Finally got my buttocks to bed around midnight and was in bed well past 11:30. Sleep? Not much. Totally lazy for the day, just no energy to walk around, let alone stir up the buzzing.
Went out for supper with the Frey family, then later to Mike and Kurt's for New Year's Eve. Uff da. Tried to mask it, but it just didn't work. Tried to be happy as all get out, but not sure if successful on that front. But, overall, I really had a good time hanging with dear, close friends. There are just some people that after hanging with them, you say to yourself, "Those are some good friends."
Hold me Jesus.
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