Well now. Been a while since I had one, so tonight, the night before a busy work day, we shall have a restless night with everything on alert. Numbness, cramps, tingles, jolts, the works. Entire left leg and left arm, right hand, right foot, right cheek. Whee. Not sure where this one came from. Was it the road trip to and from the Farmstead over the weekend? Is it the change in weather with the pending blizzards? Is it stress from a busy work week? Whee.
Found out earlier this month that my rheumatologist is moving to New York, ending his time at St. A's the end of the year. So, I had to make a new appointment with the new rheumatologist. Instead of an appointment on the 26th of January, we now get to wait until the 10th of March. And we get to start all over again. But, hopefully, there will be quicker answers?
My wish? Just to have someone willing to receive my phone call when this crap gets out of hand and starts to push the tears out of the tear ducts. Someone just to be there. A human. I guess if YHWH ever does get tired of listening to me whine and whimper and cry, He will send someone along in His time. Thankfully, He never gets tired of me, as quickly as I get tired of this life of buzzing.
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